I felt so bad for my little Hayes. On the way to Rock for Curren he was so excited! I was wondering why hw was so excited. I told all of the kids that it was a party for Curren. Hayes was so excited and antsy to get in the door. He went over and looked at the big picture of him blown up and said “where is Curren?”. I felt so bad. I didn’t realize that by me sayng that it was a party for him… he thought he would be there… he was crushed. He later told me that he wasn’t havinf a good day and was really sad. I really thought he was understanding that his baby brother being gone is permanent. I could see the hurt in his eyes. It reallybroke my heart.