I wish I could express how hard today was. It was the first holiday that my little boy was not with us. Last night when we were setting up the baskets I didn’t want anything to do with it. .. I was so sad that his basket was not on the table like it should be. I miss him so terribly at times it is hard to breathe. Today has been the hardest day to fake a smile. Yesterday I sat in his rocking chair and went through his laundry in his basket. I saw all the grubb and stains from that last couple daysthat he was with us. Life can be so short. One minute he was with us and the next he was not.
Try and find happiness where and with who you can. Life is short so live it to the fullest! Tell the people you love how much they mean to you… They might not be there tomorrow.