Today has been a hard day for me. .. I’m not sure if it is because I had nothing planned today or if it is a dreary day. I did get a bunch of sewing stuff done which was awesome, but sometimes I feel like the dam is about to break. That my tears will overflow and spill. Most of the time I try and keep myself in check, but there are those days that you can not hold it back. I spent some time in Currens room this morning talking to him about everything under the moon. My hopes, my dreams… My future. This fall I’m going to have to go back to work. What should I do with the rest of my life? This tragedy threw my world upside down. I have so many decisions to make. We have one chance to get or lives right. To find happiness… I want to thank you all for listening to my ramblings..