Thank you to all of you who has us in your thoughts and prayers today. This weekend was very hard and emotional for me. Being a mother had changed me so much. It has made me stronger. It has made me more empathetic. It has made my heart burst with joy and happiness. Aiden, Isabella, Hayes & Curren are the best things I have made and nurtured. I can’t imagine my life without them. Today, I took some time out of my day to be in Currens room, lay on his bed, hug his duck while I watched every video from his life. I really felt his absence today. It was a beautiful day, the sun was shining and the birds were singing, but I felt an overwhelming loneliness. Tomorrow night I go to my first grief share. Wish me luck!